Nakimushi datta chiisai koro kara
Sukoshi wa kawaretaka na?
Kureyon de egaita "mirai no jibun"
Natsukashii nioi ga shita
Hitoribocchi ja ima datte
Umaku ikanai ya
Atashi no naka itsumo koe ni naranai yo
Honto wa tsutaetai no ni
"Betsuni sabishiku nante nai."
Sou itte sanzan tsuyogatta
Otona butte dokoka ni shimatte atta
Omoi wo kotoba ni dekitara
Kitto kitto fumidaseru
Majime de erai ne tte homerareta no ni
Nanka ureshiku nakatta
Yasashii uso ni kidzuite wa
Kokoro kizutsuite
Atashi rashisa tesaguri de mitsuketai yo
Kowarete shimau mae ni
Tsukuri egao de kakushita fuan ga mune shimetsukeru
Jiyuu wa aimai de monotari nakatta
Togire sou na omoi demo
Sotto sotto tsunaideku
Atashi no naka itsumo koe ni naranai yo
Honto wa tsutaetai no ni
"Dare mo wakatte kuretenai."
Sou itte sanzan butsukatta
Ashita ni nareba ugoki dasemasu you ni
Togireru omoi todokeba
Motto ima wo suki ni naru
Nagai yoru shizuka ni akete yuku sora
Mata hitotsu chikadzuiteku
Have I changed a little
From the crybaby I was as a kid?
When I looked at my crayon drawing of “Me In The Future”
The smell made me nostalgic
Things won’t go well for me now
If I’m lonely
It was there in me, I just couldn’t say it
I wanted to say it
But I always pretended to be strong
And said “I’m not really lonely”
If I voice that emotion
I always hid away in my pretenses of maturity
I’m sure, I’m sure I can take a step forward
People always praised me for being serious
But it didn’t make me happy
When I realised they were lying to be nice
I was hurt
I want to feel out who I really am
Before I fall apart
Under my fake smile, the anxiety is crushing my heart
Freedom was vague and unsatisfying
Even if my emotions are disjointed
I’ll quietly, quietly connect them together
It was there in me, I just couldn’t say it
I wanted to say it
But I always went on the offensive
And said “Nobody understands me”
If I reach those disjointed emotions
I can start to like now more
So that I can start to move on tomorrow
The night sky is quietly lightening
I’m one step closer